My personal motivation to you
I haven't had the chance to blog as often as I use to... mostly because of work, but also because I have been preoccupied with other parts of my life. Recently I have been thinking of what I wanted to blog next and this has been in my head for awhile now. Please, just remember, I am not trying to come across offensively, but I my writing style may be a little blunt. ;)
Where do I begin? I'll start with this: Is God using you, or are you trying to use God?
'But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” Romans 9:20 (NIV)
We live in such a selfish world today. Whether you bump into an old friend, meet up with family, or maybe just seeing every day people, what is the main topic? Usually, they talk about their life, and then you get a chance to talk about your life. You probably ask questions like:
"How are you doing?"
"What have you been up to?"
"How's your job?"
"How's your family?"
Then It's your turn to answer and everything you talk about is you and your life.
I'm not saying this is entirely a bad thing. Sometimes people ask how someone is doing because they care. Sometimes you have a friend you haven't seen in a long time, and they just want to know what they've missed. The point is, if I'm a Christian, why am I the main point of all of my conversations? Why am I not answering with "God..." instead of "I..."
Let me ask a few questions for you to chew on...
Do you believe God saved you? Did He have to? Did He save you because You said a prayer, or You did something different, or You made the decision that He can be a part of Your life?
Please, don't keep reading until you really ponder these questions. The answers you make personally to those questions will affect what these next words may mean to you.
I don't ask those questions to scare you or cause you to debate with me, but I believe they are important for you to answer on your own. It's truly a humbling matter.
I grew up thinking God saved me because I said the magic words to a prayer.
(That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 9:10)
After saying the prayer, like all the other children, I must have been saved. I was just listening to what I was told to do. I knew the Bible was true, and I thought I did what it said. God HAD to save me because I did the steps! (Pretty selfish mindset, don't you think?)
Over the course of my life, growing in my faith had caused me to really debate with what I was taught. Early on I had many points of doubt with God, wondering "What if I didn't mean it and I'm not saved?".
Now, I'm not blaming teachers, my church, or anyone teaching me incorrectly; I'm actually thankful I went through a time believing this false teaching. If I didn't go through it, I wouldn't be able to share it today, and if I'm going to blame anyone for a moment of time I went through, wouldn't God, the Creator and author of time, be the one to blame?
You see, God has ordained the times and has His hand on every moment. That means God had a purpose for me going through a time where I was in the dark. It was a part of my life that God had planned, moving pawns into place when the time had come for everything to happen according to His way (Ephesians 1-3). If I never went on believing the lie of being saved by a prayer, maybe I would have never sought God in the first place.
I'm saying all this because I want you to know this truth: God is intimate with His Creation.
This is very important to understand and remember. God didn't create the world and wind it up like an alarm clock to watch everything happen. God is working at every moment of every day. God knows what He has done, knows what He is doing, and knows what He's going to do. Our God commands us not to be a sluggard; it'd be pretty hypocritical if all he did was "sit back eating potato chips on the couch to watch the world pass by." (A line from my friend Ben)
God has predestined me as one of His children. How do I know? Because the Bible says so and no lie has left the mouth of God. He had me planned as one of His elect. If He had me planned as one of His elect, He'd definitely make sure that life lead to a point where He drew me to His son and I heard the words of God that ultimately gave me saving faith to make the decision to follow Christ. Yes, I made a personal decision to accept Jesus Christ as my Savior, but it was NOT on my terms! It was ALL an act of grace on God's part! My decision was made because He decided to save a dirty sinner like me, and grace be to God because of it!
He drew me to His son. ("No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws them, and I will raise them up at the last day." -John 6:44NIV)
He put His Word in my life so I could hear. (9 "If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. 11 As Scripture says, “Anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame.” 12 For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, 13 for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.” 14 How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? 15 And how can anyone preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”' -Romans 10:9-15NIV)
I heard the Words of God, which had the power to pierce through my heart which was turned away from understanding God. (hears a bunch of verses about the power of God's Word: https://dailyverses.net/the-word I didn't want to list them all)
I was redeemed by Jesus Christ. ("The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit." -1 Corinthians 2:14NIV)
Only then, when God's Word gave me the understanding of who God was and who I was in his presence, I came before God and repented asking for His salvation. (25 "Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26 and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will." -2 Timothy 2:25-26NIV)
It was ALL granted by God's beautiful work of grace. (8 "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not by works, so that no one can boast. 10 For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." -Ephesians 2:8-10NIV)
(12 not by works but by him who calls—she was told, “The older will serve the younger.” 13 Just as it is written: “Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated.” 14 What then shall we say? Is God unjust? Not at all! 15 For he says to Moses, “I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.” 16 It does not, therefore, depend on human desire or effort, but on God’s mercy. 17 For Scripture says to Pharaoh: “I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.” 18 Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden. 19 One of you will say to me: “Then why does God still blame us? For who is able to resist his will?” 20 But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” 21 Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use? 22 What if God, although choosing to show his wrath and make his power known, bore with great patience the objects of his wrath—prepared for destruction? 23 What if he did this to make the riches of his glory known to the objects of his mercy, whom he prepared in advance for glory—" Romans 9:16-23)
All that to ask this question: Are you living on your to do list or God's to do list?
I was at my friend's house the other night, and before going to sleep his father was spreading some wisdom on us. Something that struck me was when He asked, "Is God on your priority list?"
You would think the easy answer to this question would be "Yes, of course God's at the top of my priority list", but that wasn't the answer he was looking for (trick question). You see, God, the sovereign one in control, does not and will not conform to the little box you call your life. I don't think there's a verse in the Bible that states, "God will conform to your ways." Believing in some God that lets you live the way you want, when you want, and HOW you want is some made up God in your head!
You need to live your life asking God for Him to conform you to His ways. What I'm not saying is you can't have goals in life, but remember, as a Christian, this is not your home. If God was gracious enough to save you, don't you think He had a reason. That is what you should be living your life towards. Stop trying to meet your own expectations, and dig deep searching God's word for His expectations in you. God is no sluggard, and neither should you be. Be willing to put in work for God while you live on this earth.
We live life trying to put God in our box while we go on with daily living. Yeah, we have time for Him on Sunday, maybe prayer before dinner, and if we're feeling "extra spiritual" we even read His Word in the morning or go to Bible studies.
We need to come to the realization of how gracious God has been to you, saving you from sin, without any requirements because you couldn't keep any of the law anyways. He went as far as giving you His only Son to die a brutal, bloody death, so that you could be with Him some day. And what do you do in return? Lie to yourself, saying YOU saved yourself with the magic words or deeds and throw God in YOUR box to follow your life plans?! Sometimes a self examination can really show how selfish and messed up we so called "Christians" really are.
After realizing that everything is all by the overflowing love and grace God showers upon us, only then will we see why living for Christ is so important. It's all part of God's plan. Maybe it was God's plan for you to read this today so that you could get back on track.
Again, I am not saying you can't have a career, goals, or fun. I'm just trying to get across this point:
Don't put God on a to do list; that's a works based salvation and not the salvation the Bible teaches. Instead, read God's word and ask Him what He wants you to do for His glory. Paul was humble enough to call himself a slave of Jesus Christ (first verse of many of His letters); are YOU?
So I have the prologue and first chapter pretty much completed and edited. I would have liked to have the next chapters edited by now, but it has been rough trying to get someone to help me so it is not bias. I have a few sources that I am going to have help go through it with me hopefully soon. Prayer that (in God's timing) I finish my book and it brings glory to Him would be MUCH appreciated. Thank you -Michael Jaymes
Hi, I am Michael Jaymes. I am only 18, but I've decided to start to write. I feel a burden on my heart that I have much to say, so why not share it? I want to be heard and I want to touch the lives of others. What is a better way than through the internet? I have made my life motto, "I just want to be a blessing." It's time for me to live it out.