My personal motivation to you
Today, April 17, is considered Haiku poetry day. Faithfulbloggers.com had e-mailed an idea to their followers of writing Christian haiku poetry that would be placed into a PDF book. I wanted to share the poetry that I wrote myself, and the book if you would like to read the other's work. I wrote ten haiku, which are listed below. If you would like to see the full book, click here.
I hope I am a blessing to my readers. I am working on my new post and it will be posted hopefully tomorrow. God bless you! -Michael Jaymes
Fix your eyes upon
Your God and Your Creator;
Marvel at His work.
Your ways are true Lord.
Put a longing in my heart
I will seek your will.
How awesome is my Savior
He has gave me life
"From Darkness to Light"
I was in darkness,
But then He came and found me
I am now in light
How wretched I was
My works were as filthy rags
Yet you still loved me
"He Is Worthy"
Worthy is His name
Pure and perfect sacrifice
Paid the debt for me
Your grace continues
Like a stream that softly flows
It never runs low
“Thank you, God”
For blessings that you give me
For grace that was free
“Purpose to Glorify”
You give me purpose
This is my reason to live
Glorify the king
“Abundant in Love and Mercy”
In this I find joy
Your mercy is plentiful
Your love never ends
Usually I like to write as if you are reading about yourself, but today, I feel this is a group issue and want to tell you that it's not only you. In this post I will be talking about us, the children of God, as a whole. I believe we all struggle with this problem at times in our lives. This is not a problem that simply goes away through life; It will most likely haunt us for the rest of our lives. With one willing soul that is ready to wake up, others may follow. Let's conquer the fear of change together, sparking the lives of other Christians who can do the same.
Change is not always bad. It definitely can be; we all know that feeling we get when we start pushing the limits and feeling "okay" with sin. Yeah, that's the wrong kind of change. I want to talk about the good kind of change. This change comes from God and God alone.
At the beginning of time, God made the world perfect for us, but Adam and Eve didn't keep it that way. They brought a change into the world... a bad change. They changed unity with almighty God. They chose their own way instead of God's way. This idea of making our own decisions, as if we are God, is not something new. This started back in the time of Adam and Eve.
As time went by, God, through His grace, made a way for us to have unity again by sending His son, Jesus Christ. This brought a choice of change into our lives. We had the choice to accept Christ's gift of life, or we had the choice to reject it. As Christians, we have chosen to make a good change of having God as king of our life instead of ourselves. Now, this is where the true challenge comes into our lives.
Even though we have chosen to give our life to God, we still sometimes try to hold some back. We still live in our flesh and have some of the same desires of sin. We are changed by Christ, but we haven't fully changed our ways to match up with our choice. It's like going on a diet; we have our "cheat" days. With God there is no "cheat" days. We need to live up to the standard we have been called to. God was gracious enough to choose to give us life; it's time for us to live up to that holy lifestyle.
"I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called," Ephesians 4:1 (ESV)
I can even see it in my own life. Yes, I am a Christian, but I still do that same, stupid sin sometimes. I feel like I can't let go of some of those fleshly desires in my life. It's not easy to live a life true to my word. I say I am a follower of Christ, and then turn around and do something that is specifically wrong in God's eyes.
We all do it. Sometimes we say we want to change, but we chicken out. We are too in love with our sin. We don't think we can live without it. We can't live without God either, so what is our choice?
Maybe you are saying right now, "Yeah, I'm a Christian and I sin, but it doesn't bother me. It's not that bad. I mean, God knows I'm gonna sin anyways and He's forgiven me so what does it matter?" Let me tell you, IT MATTERS A LOT! If you do not feel convicted or ashamed of offending the king of your life with sin, maybe you should examine yourself. Is He truly your Savior, or did you just say a prayer so that you can go to Heaven? If you are serious about having a relationship with God, and you are having doubts, it is never too late to call upon His name.
Therefore, brothers, be all the more diligent to confirm your calling and election, for if you practice these qualities you will never fall. 1 Peter 1:10 (ESV)
What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it? Romans 6:1-2 (ESV)
God wants us to be serious about our relationship with Him. It's never too late to wake up. If we are true believers, we died to our own ways; we need to stop going back to what is dead. It's time to stop walking as the dead and live life the way we are called to live. It's not easy to change, but it is not optional. As Christians we are called to change to His ways. God will not conform to our ways. We need to change our way of thinking, our way of speaking, and our way of living.
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect. Romans 12:2 (ESV)
Let's be the ones who are willing to stand up. I want to start a change and actually hold firm to what I say I believe. We need to stop trying to serve God while serving sin. It doesn't work! it won't work! Even Jesus said a man can't serve two masters. We need to be willing to change. We need to be willing to allow God to make a difference in our life.
Think of it this way: we are all light bulbs. A light bulb lights up, right? Wrong! A light bulb ONLY lights up when it has its source of energy. Without screwing it in, and turning on the switch, the light bulb is dark.
As light bulbs, without being screwed into place, we are nothing. That is what we are without Christ, worthless. We can never screw ourselves in; we need His helping hand. We have a purpose of showing light, but without Christ, we will waste what our purpose is. We will be worthless without Christ giving us purpose.
If you accept the gift of life, Christ will screw you in. Some believe that is the end of the story. "Yes, I allowed Jesus to come into my life. Now my life is complete." Well, this is not exactly the end of the story. This is more of a fresh beginning.
Yes, Christians are now screwed in and are being a "good person" like they should be, but this is not what is intended by salvation. Salvation is the beginning of a life of sacrifice. Salvation is allowing Christ to screw you in and be used by Him. If you tell Christ not to turn the switch on, yes you have Christ, but you aren't showing how Christ can use you. You then become worthless again.
When Christ gives you life, don't hold back from letting Him use you to shine for Him. He needs you to be a light to others so that others may come to know Him. The life of a Christian is of service. You need to tell God, "Yes, I am willing to let you turn the switch on. I am willing to look different then the others who are not screwed in. I am willing to be a leader to those who are screwed in but have not let you turn the switch on. I am willing to change for you."
When Christ gives you life, don't remain in the works of the dead man you once were. Let Him change you. Remember, you may be a problem, but you are not the problem. We together are the problem. God is the resolver, and with God, we can change. Let's not be the problem; let Him work in you to become His work of art. Be the one who stands up for God.
I haven't had the chance to write this week because it has been SO busy!!! I've had work, had a group of guys over for fellowship the one night, I had to write an essay for school, and it has just been crazy. Thankfully, it has been a great week! Even though it was a little stressful, I thank God for how well it has been going. To Him be the glory.
I still wanted to share something for the week so I had an idea. For school I had to write an essay for an honor society banquet that is tonight, and I (along with 3 others) will be reading what I have written. There was a mix up of who was writing about which of the four categories, and I ended up writing a second essay. My second one was definitely better because I had a little help from my good friend and teacher, Mrs. Heitner. I shared the second one first, which is on service, and then decided I might as well share my leadership essay also. I hope you enjoy them. I hope you are having a blessed week! If you would like to contact me or sign up for my newsletter, I love the interaction. Also, if you are a blogger like me, I would definitely love to hear your suggestions and thoughts on my site and I would definitely love to check out your site also. Again, have a wonderful week, and remember to thank God for your blessings.
Do you ever need a reminder? Maybe you need something to keep you motivated and on track? Well, it's a Sunday night, and I don't want Monday to be here already! My weekend went WAY too fast. I think it's a good idea to have a reminder for the week.
Remember God's promises! Here are a few to meditate on for the week ahead of you. (I understand I can go into much more detail with each of these, but I'm going to keep it brief. You can always dive further into God's word for more promises and answers.)
1. God promises to sustain:
It might be a little hard for me to relate since I am not paying many bills and living on my own yet, but I understand that money can be an issue for some people. Maybe you wonder how you will afford college. Maybe you wonder how you will ever be able to provide for a family. Maybe you wonder if you will even have food in the pantry next week. Don't carry these worries alone. Trust in your almighty God who promises to provide for you. There's nothing out of His reach; He can do the impossible. Have faith and ask for Him to be there for you.
2. God promises hope:
He is worthy of praise! When you come to grips with how wretched you are, it should just remind you so much more of how awesome God is. He sent His own son, Jesus, to make a way for you. He died for you so you don't have to pay for your sins. He made the payment for you. Praise God for making a way for you and me to come before Him boldly. Praise God for the hope He has given you of salvation from sin. He had a plan and created a way for man to have unity with Him. What an awesome promise of hope!
3. God promises purpose:
This point is my favorite. I just love the picture it puts in my head when I think about how God changed me from having a worthless life to having a life full of purpose. I think of God taking garbage and shaping it into something beautiful. Purpose is all we ever need in life. Without purpose, there is no meaning to you. With God's purpose, he can use you to change the lives of others. Making the decision of giving your life to Christ, is a decision of following in His footsteps. Don't feel worthless, but remember God promise. He can use you.
4. God promises forgiveness:
Have you ever thought about how dirty you are? Have you ever thought about how loving and forgiving God is? It almost doesn't make sense? How could He forgive someone like you or me? He is truly amazing! I can't comprehend how He forgives me for my past, present, and future mistakes. When He sees me, He doesn't look at my sin anymore; He sees His son, who has saved me! Again, it's such a beautiful picture that God puts in my head. Be overwhelmed by His forgiveness. Thank God for it daily. It's truly amazing how a holy God forgives an unholy sinner. How great is His love for you and me!
5. God promises life:
Lastly, God promises life. Before salvation, you were a dead man walking. You were living life by King You! You did what you want, said what you want, and didn't care about anyone but yourself. Maybe you had morals put in place because of good parenting or upbringing, but your life was centered around you. It says in the Bible that outside of Christ, you will not see life, but in Christ you have eternal life. Once you were dead; now you have life in Him. Thank God for becoming a part of your life! What else could you ask for? This is the biggest blessing God can promise to you. He offers life to you when you deserve judgement for being imperfect. Remember the promise that God gives you life. He wakes you up and pulls you from the sinful death you once walked in. Walk worthy of this new life you are living for Him.
I wanted to put these reminders out there for those who have given their life to Christ and found themselves in a rut. Maybe you just feel stuck or are struggling recently. Here's the wake up call to get you back on your feet.
I've said it before, and I will say it again. God does not promise an easy life. We're suppose to reflect Christ. If you have ever read the gospels, you can see He had some rough spots too (especially the part where He died). It isn't easy living a life sacrificed for God's glory, but it is definitely worth it.
I want to remind you of the blessing of God's promises to motivate you. It's so amazing to know God has promised so much! One of the greatest promises of all is that He doesn't lie. He is an honest God. Jesus even says it in a prayer in John 17:17. Many times throughout scripture, the Bible is called "the word of truth." God is honest throughout His word. I'm so thankful for the attributes of God, especially honesty. He won't break the promises he has made for you and me.
This verse was shown to me recently by Ashlea Heitner and has been a good reminder to me when I read God's word. Don't forget about God's promises. Let them encourage you.
Every word of God proves true; he is a shield to those who take refuge in him. Proverbs 30:5
If you haven't read the analogy I wrote that I will be referencing to, here is a link to read it now. Part IV will be covering the topic of "Desire" (roughly paragraphs six and seven).
Have you ever came to the point of life where you hit that wall right in front of you and you feel a little stupid because you knew it was there? It's like when you're looking to the side, talking to a friend, and you walk into something. That's kinda what happens for Christians who finally get serious about their life being lived for Christ. It takes some longer than others, but know that God cares for His children. Sometimes God puts a roadblock in your life as a wake up call.
When you come to that point where you say to yourself "Duh!" after you realize following God's way is the better action, you have two choices to make. You can either decide you'd rather keep going about your way, or you can decide to get serious with God, ask Him for the help, and search the map with Him for guidance.
Let's say you chose to go about your own way. Maybe you feel that God will never forgive you, or you're too deep into this sin and don't want to give it up anymore. Maybe you decided that His way is too hard. Maybe you only chose God because you wanted to be saved, but you still want to live your life your way.
I'd encourage you to never feel abandoned by God. Know that you can go back to Him, dirty, wasted, and broken; He will pick you up every time. God won't leave you behind. Know that struggling through life with God on your side is much better than struggling through life alone. I'm not saying it will be easier physically, but it is definitely easier mentally knowing God is with you every step of the way.
Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. Romans 5:3-5 (ESV)
If you only asked Christ to come into your life and save you because you wanted to escape God's wrath, you should examine yourself. God is not a tag-along friend to save you from fire. Salvation is built on faith, not on some prayer you said one day. Your life cannot be ruled by your desires; life is lived for God's glory alone. Don't try to take that away from Him. If you have not come to the point of true desire to live a life for Christ, maybe you have never given it to Him in the first place. Have you really accepted the role of living for Christ, putting His desires over yours?
For if we go on sinning deliberately after receiving the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a fearful expectation of judgment, and a fury of fire that will consume the adversaries. Hebrews 10:26-27 (ESV)
Search Him out! You will find Him! He is the one and only true answer to life! Stop your search for a purpose here, and look to the almighty Creator for salvation. Stop living for the pleasures that are passing; die to sin and live for Christ!
I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently find me. Proverbs 8:17 (ESV)
When you decide to get serious with God, Praise His name! Praise God for bringing you to the point of brokenness for His purpose of opening your eyes to Him. God desires you to follow Him; God wants your desires to be met through His will.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 (ESV)
The more you choose Christ in your life, the stronger your relationship grows. The stronger your relationship grows, the more you will desire to please Him. The Christian life is all about the work of the Father. It can be done alone, at home, at work, in private, in public; God can be worked out of your life everywhere and everyday. It's all about choosing Him and letting your desire to bring glory to God drive your life.
It's definitely not easy to let God call the shots in life. It's not always easy to look at the map or ask Him for assistance with things in life. Sometimes you think, "I got this" or "I know this is probably something I shouldn't do, but I'm not one-hundred percent. I'll just not ask or check the map so I don't feel guilty about it."
It's easy to deceive yourselves or fall to your own flesh. Sometimes you fall back to your own desires because you have given God a lot and you want a small part of your life. Maybe deep down you know that you have sin in your life, but you keep it a "secret" by not bringing it up to God or searching His word.
“For his eyes are on the ways of a man, and he sees all his steps. There is no gloom or deep darkness where evildoers may hide themselves. Job 34:21-22 (ESV)
Follow His ways, and soon His ways will become your ways. Know and try to comprehend how much He loves you, and soon His love for you will become your love for others. Be a follower of God and His desires; soon His desires will become your desires. Fight the sin that creeps into your life. You will probably mess up. No, you WILL mess up, but get back up and look to Him every time you fall. Drive according to the map.
Live your life choosing Christ. Let God become the desire over bringing glory to self. God's ways are better than your own; let Him guide the way. Listen to what He has to say, and talk to Him about everything. He will help you grow and bless you. Die to yourself daily, and put on the desire of living for Christ. Live life keeping Him in power; let Him empower you to live out His desires.
The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord: and he delighteth in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the Lord upholdeth him with his hand. Psalm 37:23-24
This is the end of my series of "Who Is in Power", and I hope you enjoyed it. If you have any comments you can leave them below, or you can go to the "Subscribe" page and contact me there. I hope that I encouraged you and have given you a new way of looking at your life. God bless!
If you haven't read the analogy I wrote that I will be referencing to, here is a link to read it now. Part III will be covering the topic of "Expectations" (roughly paragraphs four through six).
What do you expect of God? Have you ever thought about that? Do you treat Him as if you expect something from Him. I know I have definitely done this. I can think of times that I have thought of God as a bail out. I expect Him to help me when I'm in trouble. If you do something stupid, or something you know was wrong, and it back fires, should you expect God to do anything?
Maybe you expect God to say, "I told you so!" Maybe you expect God to be like, "Here I'll help you out this one time." or, "Come on, really? I can't believe you! You are such a mess up!" Maybe you expect Him to not say anything at all or not to even look at you.
God is loving and is full of overwhelming mercy. He will get you through every mistake you have made. This is not to be used in your own way. Don't expect God to "bail you out" when you decide to do the same sin every day without caring about God's direction. He will not be angry with you or throw you out of His family, but instead He will wait for you. Treat God with the respect He deserves. If you had someone you were in authority of, asked them to do as you said, and they did the complete opposite, would you not be let down? You expected them to listen!
"For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another." Galatians 5:13 (ESV)
Think of it this way. When you were (or still are) living with your parents, did you ever say to your father, "Dad, did you do that list of chores I gave to you, yet?" Did you ever say, "Dad, the grass looks high. Go mow the lawn." or, "Dad, I broke the window with the baseball. Go clean it up before Mom gets home. If she sees it, you did it." OF COURSE NOT! What kind of respect is that? My dad would not be happy if I talked like that. I'd be lucky if He didn't punish me for disrespect like that, but that is how you treat God.
"God, did you get me a raise at work yet? If not, I need it! Can't you help me out?" Maybe what you ask isn't always a bad thing to ask for, but there is a lack of faith. instead of asking for a raise, ask God to be the great provider as He has been throughout the Bible. Think of the ways He provided for Israel. He guided them day and night, told them when to move and when to set up camp, and even fed them. It's not wrong to ask God to help you; it's the way you ask Him.
"And the Lord went before them by day in a pillar of cloud to lead them along the way, and by night in a pillar of fire to give them light, that they might travel by day and by night. The pillar of cloud by day and the pillar of fire by night did not depart from before the people." Exodus 13:22-23 (KJV)
"Then the Lord said to Moses, “Behold, I am about to rain bread from heaven for you, and the people shall go out and gather a day's portion every day, that I may test them, whether they will walk in my law or not. On the sixth day, when they prepare what they bring in, it will be twice as much as they gather daily.”" Exodus 16:4-5 (ESV)
"God, you know Paul has cancer. Can you just cure Him and put Him out of misery? You are making Paul and his family go through a very hard trial. How can you do that to Him? I thought you were a loving God!" Sometimes we ask God to do things that are not part of His will. We can pray, and pray, and pray, expecting an answer; but God doesn't always give the answer we like. Know that God has a reason for everything He allows to happen to people. Whether it's a trial or a blessing, God has a reason. Trust His way even when you think His way is wrong. God knows the future; He can see further down the highway than we can. He has a better view of the next exit for your life and the lives of all His children.
"Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand." Proverbs 19:21 (ESV)
"God, can't you see the mess I made with my life? Can you erase it or sweep it under the carpet for me? Do Something!" Sometimes, we try to switch places with God. We try to make God the servant, make Him drive, and tell Him where to go. God doesn't do that; God will not submit to someone as faulty as you or me. There is only ONE God, and that God is not you. Stop trying to steal His authority; the position of a servant is an overwhelming blessing.
"If anyone serves me, he must follow me; and where I am, there will my servant be also. If anyone serves me, the Father will honor him." John 12:26 (ESV)
When you try to snatch God's place away from Him, you try to live a life driven by pride like Satan once did. He is a great example of how pride can drive you. God gives you a position of a servant, a friend, and most importantly a child, but you let your ego get in the way and say you want better. God didn't allow Satan to take His glory; don't think you are any special exception. Be thankful as a servant of God. Don't try to make God the driver of your life and listen to your ways. God doesn't drive; God guides.
"Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path." Psalm 119:105 (KJV)
God expects His servants to live life according to His word. He provides direction; you just have to follow. Two mistakes that Christians make are following their own way instead, or not moving at all, expecting God to somehow make things happen in your life while you sit back and watch. The Bible is full of verses about the lust of our flesh and desires of our heart. The Christian life is described as a life of labor with effort in it. That shuts down both those ideas. You are God's servant who is expected to follow Him.
The bottom line is that you cannot expect anything from God. He has already given you so much and you're going to be ungrateful and ask for more? How selfish can you get? God has given you more than you can ever ask! God provided a way for unity between God and man, and that's not enough for you? We are trash, that God decided to make into something beautiful, and we are still disappointed in Him. It's sad how we let our pride get in the way of who our God truly is.
Remember that God is in power. You are the servant. God has already given you plenty; be thankful for what He has given and know that He will still provide. You are the servant; God expects you to live for His purpose. It's your choice. Live the life of your dreams, (dreams fade and lead to disappointment) or live the life that you, as a Christian, have been called to live. God has a purpose and plan for you. Go seek it out.
If you haven't read the analogy I wrote that I will be referencing to, here is a link to read it now. Part II will be covering the topic of "Acceptance" (roughly the first three paragraphs).
So first off I want to make a point. Throughout history, men have tried to prove that time is circular, or that it never changes. They say there is proof that there is nothing new, and that there is no start or beginning. In other words, we are living in a meaningless routine. I want to tell you that is NOT true! They are right, there is nothing new under the sun (Ecclesiastes 1:9), but they are wrong in saying there is not a purpose, or an end goal to life.
God proves them wrong with the first three words of Genesis, "In the beginning". He started history, and He has a purpose and plan for where it is going.
I say all this to explain that life is like a long, crowded highway you are driving on. Each stop you make are the choices you make in life. The highway is the ordinary routine. Each exit is a decision you are making to be brought in your life. Whether it's as big as quitting your job, or as small as going to the park. Each and every exit you take matters.
Accepting Jesus into your life is a big choice. It's like you park your car on the side of the highway, and start driving His instead. You are leaving behind the old you, the old ways, and starting fresh with God in your life.
When you become a Christian, it is easy to follow Christ at first. It feels good to talk to your new heavenly Father, and it's easy to do what is right to please him until life hits you right in the face. It's like you're driving down the highway with Jesus, and you see all these exits you want to stop at. Now you wish you didn't have Jesus with you, or you wish that Jesus would just let you have a "little fun." You know His words, and you know it's not what He wants.
This is where a lot of Christians fall away. Sure, you want eternal life, but you want to follow your heart instead of Christ. You don't want Him to show you the map and tell you what is true. You would rather here the lies of your flesh to fill your heart's passions.
"The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" Jeremiah 17:9 (KJV)
I want to encourage you that accepting Christ is a huge step worth taking in life, but know what you are choosing. Christianity is not just some religion like the others; Christianity is a lifestyle shaped after a relationship with God.
Come to the understanding that He is King and you are a servant. If you choose to follow Him, know it is worth giving up some fleshly desires that only fill you with more emptiness. Anything outside of God or that is done without God is meaningless and benefits you with nothing. A life lived for God and a heart that follows after Him is full of blessings.
Don't become angry with God. Don't become frustrated because you want something you know He doesn't want you to have. God has a better plan. His reasons are higher than your desires. Anger causes you to make mistakes like cutting off His word or cutting off praying. Don't let your desires control you.
"Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." I Corinthians 15:58 (KJV)
Know that even if you push God away, He will never push you away. Sometimes we are fed up with living for Him. This is wrong, but He will always welcome you back. He won't leave. He will stay, sitting right beside you, waiting for you to talk to Him again. He accepts you with love and compassion. God hates sin, but He doesn't hate His children. His mercy towards you is overwhelming. He is a just God, but He is also a loving God.
He doesn't promise a life without punishment. He doesn't promise it to be easy. He doesn't promise to make you perfect. Don't expect life to be easy or for you to be an exception. Just remember once you accept Christ into your life, He won't leave you. He will help you through your struggles and pain. He will direct you where you are in fault. Stay close to Him, and He will stay close to you. Rely on Him instead of yourself. He is your guide; He will always look on you with love.
Accept His love. Accept His way. Accept His word as your guide. He is your Father and your friend. Don't push Him away, but live in honor of all that He has already done for you. A life for Christ is a life of blessings. He will give you purpose. Live in acceptance to Him.
If I really wanted to, I could make this post short. I could say, "Keep the power where it belongs." and be done, but I think there is a little more to it. As Christians we know God holds power in our lives; He is the one who leads our life. I just feel like we have the head knowledge but don't live it out the way God wants us to. I want to take the time to write a 3-5 part series on this topic. Here is an analogy I will be coming back to in the next few posts:
You are driving down the highway of life. You have different destinations you stop at on the exits, and then you continue with the ordinary highway. Every now and then you have to make a stop; you have many goals along the road of life that come and go throughout it.
One day you decided to follow Jesus and use His car in the highway of life. At first you drove, and He used the map. He guided everywhere you should and shouldn't go. He brought you through some amazing journeys. You guys talked all the time; He seemed to always know the answers.
Then Jesus started telling you things you wish He didn't. He told you not to go to places you knew you shouldn't be going to. Some of them seemed obvious, but some of them were annoying. "Why can't I stop there?" you thought. "What's the big deal? Why's He acting like He owns my life?"
Angrily you went about your own way and soon stopped listening to Jesus' guidance. You became a little more reckless on and off the highway making choices that you once never would have. You Won't talk to Jesus anymore, but He is still sitting there waiting. You feel like He's staring you straight in the face sometimes, especially when you've messed up. Every time you take a glance at Jesus, His eyes aren't full of anger; instead they are full of love. You feel guilt fill up inside you, but you push it away and keep on driving.
Some days you cry out to Jesus when you are in panic. "Jesus, I really did it this time, I know you can save me. What are you going to do?" With no response, or maybe just the one you weren't looking for, you become angry again. "I thought you were my friend! Answer me!" Again, you have let your anger overwhelm your situations that you have put yourself in. "Fine, you drive!" you say as you get out to switch seats, but Jesus doesn't move. Instead, you just see those loving eyes staring back at you. The guilt brings you to your knees.
"Forgive me, God! I need you to lead my life again! I've gone astray, and I need your help. I can't live life alone. I am lost and don't know where to go. Hear my plea; can you forgive a sinner as dirty as me?"
After your cry of help, you get back in the driver seat. This time you see Jesus holding His map again. You turn the ignition on and get ready to put the car in drive. Before you can Jesus hands the map to you. The old map has a bookmark near the middle that you open to. You see a verse that answers your prayer.
Psalm 119:105 "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path." (KJV)
"Thank you, Lord. I'm ready to follow you." You get back on the highway of life as Jesus holds the map. Throughout your journey you seem to look at the map with Jesus for guidance. You find it that you are talking to Him more often than ever. Your life becomes full of trials and struggles, but it is full of overwhelming blessings and grace too. Jesus has always been there. He never leaves you and is always in the car with you. He is the guide to your life. He brings you to great destinations and helps you find comfort through the hard ones.
He loves you. He comforts you. He fills your heart with grace and mercy. He has shaped your life to live more and more after Him. Driving with His guidance has become more of a desire than a struggle. You long for His way instead of yours. You long to live more like Christ.
Okay, so I hope you enjoyed my little story. I am going to be going over some key parts of it in different posts. See if you can guess what they are going to be on. Read through the story and see if some of the story may apply to you personally. I know it does in my life. If something is not clear to you it will be made clear after I explain it in the near future. God bless!
"Lack of consistency can bring on a lack of interest." -Anonymous
You remember that time you were on fire for God? You did devotions every day, you prayed when you woke up and went to bed, you were encouraging to others, you always had a smile on your face, and you looked like you were living the "Christian life" the right way. What happened? Where did your flame go? That light that you once had, has shimmered down to a few sparks here and there. The flames you once fanned and fed to keep a consistent burning and desire inside you has dimmed to a low glow of dying embers. Every now and then, you light a match to let your fire begin again, but it is easily blown out and pushed aside for other desires in your life.
Your what use to be fire is now just a fire place waiting to be lit. You remember it sometimes, but do not have the same desire to stay warm as before. You have gotten use to the cool air full of sin around you. Sometimes the cold sin brings a shiver up your spine; you look back at your fireplace and think to light it. "No," you tell yourself, "I'm too far gone for that warmth anymore. I don't need it, and I don't want it."
I saw a fitness ad once that really gave me some inspiration in writing about this. It said, "Routine=Consistency; Consistency=Results" How true is that in the Christian life of you and me today? I can personally say that so often in life I've done this. I would be consistent in my walk with God for a time. I would pray to God before I ate and when I woke up, I would read my Bible like I should, I would listen to uplifting music instead of today's top hits, and I would feel like I'm really pleasing God. It was great! As you can guess, it didn't stay that way.
Some friends would show me a new "cool" song that I just had to listen to. Now I'm listening to that garbage again. I'd hear a dirty joke in the locker room and chime in with a laugh or a comment of my own. Now I'm using filthy talk again. I would hear some really juicy gossip that I just had to share or ask about. Now I'm talking about others. I would forget about reading my Bible because I tell myself, "I'll get to it later." Is later here yet? I guess not because I haven't read it for a few days. Now I've pushed God's speaking out of my life. What's next?
When the Holy spirit gets my attention I tell myself lies like, "Oh, I'm not that bad." or, "Okay, I will read the Bible once to make up for all the other times I missed it." Read those lies again. Do you see any desire in them? My desire for God has been completely shut out because I filled my heart with the world instead of God.
This is a common mistake of many Christians. Yes, I am saved, but sometimes I go into the battle without my armor. You know you do this too. So often you fill your life with things that seem great and maybe aren't bad, but you shut out the priority. As a Christian, God should always be at the top and above everything. He is the foundation and sets your standards of how you live.
Sometimes you hear a really great message, or go to a Christian concert, or go on a missions trip, or hear a story of a miracle, and you run to your fireplace. You start a roaring fire and are almost pressured into being a light for Christ because you realize you need to get back into the routine. Why doesn't that ever last? Why do you let the fire die?
This may not be the ONLY reason that Christians fall back, but (in my opinion) this is one of the biggest struggles of a Christian. WE ARE LAZY!
You set standards and pursuits in your life in line of what God tells you, and you don't hold true to yourself. Don't be discouraged! It's not because you can't do it! It's because you are forgetting something: you can't do it on your own. Live your life according to God WITH God.
Ask Him to stick to doing devotions at a certain time. You can't just jump to being good at something. It's going to be tough! You are going to mess up! You are going to forget! But know that you can do it. God wants to talk to you; He will help you. After doing something over and over and over (and over), it will start to stick and become easier. Become consistent in your daily walk with God. Let your light shine for Christ. Be different! Your consistency will show results. Strive for those results.
Maybe you struggle with something other than devotions. Everyone has that one sin that's more tempting than the others. You are probably going to fall a lot before you learn to step over that stumbling block in your life. Know that God is with you and will help you get through it. Your consistency in trying to do what is right will have results of breaking old sinful habits.
Keeping a fire constantly going is hard work, but it's work that glorifies your King! Know that living the life of Christ is more praiseworthy. It's easy to become lazy and give up. I do it all the time! Never let that stop you from trying again. Don't fall so far away you become uninterested with the work of your Father. Keep on toward the goal. You can never fall too far from God for Him to reach down and help you back up. Continue struggling for Him, and your consistency will bring results.
Matthew 5:16 King James Version (KJV)16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Psalm 119:105 King James Version (KJV)105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
My pastor has recently been challenging the congregation to read the book of Ephesians every day or throughout the week. I've read Ephesians before, but every time I go through it, I feel like new things pop out at me every time. In a nutshell, the book of Ephesians tells us what God did, what we should do about it, and how to do it. Here is my very simple outline of what I have personally learned from Ephesians.
What God did:
God made a way. for us as sinners to have unity with Him. It is found all throughout the book. God adopted us into His family. He has predestined me. He showed grace to me. He had mercy upon me. He loved me! That's what God did. He prepared a sacrifice through His son, Jesus Christ, and made it possible for me to have life in Christ. It's truly the greatest love story known to man. God chose me before the creation of the world, and He knew He would save me someday. Isn't that amazing? God has chosen us. He knew how rotten and filthy in sin I'd be, yet He still decided to send Jesus to die for me. God made a way for all to have unity with Him. God showed love to the world.
What we should do:
God has given a purpose to believers in Jesus Christ. He has chosen us, and has a plan for us. Paul reminds me how dead I was in sin, and how God has saved me. To God be the glory! Through His grace He has saved me. Now I need to walk worthy to that calling. God wants me to live up to the standard of a Christian. We need to mature in Christ. God doesn't want to live the way we use to live. He has changed us! He has made us alive. A living man doesn't act as the dead man does. He shows life. We need to show we are alive in Christ and not dead to sins. We need to get rid of our old sinful habits. We can't hold hands with God and the world. Put it away. Just because we become saved, does not mean we will not struggle. God doesn't promise an easy life; but He does promise the strength to get through it. He does promise a purpose. I need to live up to His standards and pursue the Christian life God has planned ahead of me.
How to do it:
I know I need to live differently. I know I need to glorify God and choose his way. I know I keep falling to sin. How do I stop. The last few chapters of Ephesians sum it up. I need to live the life of love. After putting off the old man, replace him with the new man. The old man is dead. Live as a new man alive in Christ. Don't fall back to old ways. Live as God's holy people live. I need to search out God's wisdom. I need to walk in the light. I need to live as a servant to others. That's how Christ lived; He laid the example when He was on earth. He came as a servant to us. I need to be in unity with the body of Christ and in unity with God. Ephesians tells me I will struggle against my flesh and this world. I am at war with sin. It's time to put the armor of God in play. Ephesians ends with telling me how to prepare for war. I love how it ends with prayer. Prayer is so important in my life; I need God daily. Prayer is so humbling to me as I hope it is to you.
That's the book of Ephesians in a nutshell. There is probably much more you can get out of that I did not cover, but this is what I grasped from it. I have been studying Ephesians in school, church, and my own daily devotions. I find new things each time. It's becoming one of my favorite books to read.
Here is a small part of one of my favorite messages from my pastor. If you have the time, I'd encourage you to listen to it. It really touches me, and I think it will encourage you also.
Lastly, thank you to all who have been following/reading my blog. It is very encouraging when I get feedback from those who read it. The Facebook likes, the shares, the comments, and the private messages have all been very motivating to me. It makes me want to keep writing. Keep sharing, liking, and giving me your thoughts. The more views I get, the more encouraged I am to write. In my first month of writing I had 1800+ views. I hope and pray that what I write touches the lives of others. What I write is only my own understanding of what God has laid upon my heart, and I believe He wants me to share it. To God be all the glory. Thank you!
You breathe, walk, and talk. You sleep and get up every day. You either go to work or school. You do your daily tasks just like any other day. You go to church on Sundays (or when you get to it). You play a sport or have a special hobby you enjoy. You feel just as alive as everyone else around you, but are you really?
Physically, yes, you are a living man or woman traveling a path through this earth. You are making an impact. It may be big or small, but everyone is making some sort of influence upon other people's lives. As a Christian that influence should be positive. The way you live should look different. Don't let your Christian life become less meaningful. Become full of Christ; don't be lifeless.
You know what the lifeless Christians look like. They go to church. They say that devotions are great. They say God is good. They pray like everyone else. They look good until it comes to their outside world. At work you would never know the difference between them and the other coworkers. Outside of the church walls it's like the "Christian flashlight" is turned off till next Sunday. Maybe you are this way. Maybe you think, "Oh, I'm just saving my God battery for next week." or "Wow! that message was fantastic." and forget all about your faith.
Don't become a stale Christian. It's easy to go through the motions; it's not easy to give your life to Christ. How simple it is to say a prayer and tell yourself you're saved now! Now you can go on living your life how you want because you don't want to give ALL of it to God... just the parts that people are watching.
How lifeless can we get as Christians!?!?!
Living life for Christ should be a life full of energy. You have a purpose; pursue it through motivation. Be encouraged knowing that you have a home, and you are going to that home to be with your King someday! You are not home yet. You are on this earth to do business for God. Giving your life to God is just the beginning of a new life. Putting Jesus Christ as your Savior is sacrificing your life on earth to be lived for Him. He has given you a purpose. Live it out to the fullest.
Don't let temptations and downfalls hold you down. Don't fall away to what you need to be clinging to. Don't become bland to your faith. Don't become lifeless.
Be strong in the Lord! He will give you strength. He is the great provider. He is all-powerful! Being a Christian should be exciting. God has given you a reason and a way to go about your life. Is that not the greatest gift of all? He has given us life through a sacrifice of His son, and you're going to choose to not let that change you? He transforms our lives. The old man is dead; we are made new in Christ. Don't be a lifeless Christian! Let that fire you up to be a more excited Christian.
God has changed you! Let that be shown in every single crevice of your life. Tell others how He can change them too! Explode in your Christian faith. A purpose means everything. Have the motivation to tell others,
"I am alive in Christ!"
And you were dead in the trespasses and sins 2 in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience-- 3 among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body[a] and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind.[b] 4 But[c] God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved-- 6 and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.
There's always a moral to a story. Whether you are looking for it or not, there is a climax that leads to a conclusion showing if characters will make the right decisions in the story. There are good and bad times that lead to a happy or sometimes sad ending. Each story, whether it's a movie, or a book, or someone's life, has a conclusion. You always see how each action leads to a reaction. You will see how one choice leads to different moments. It's a chain effect. That's what makes a story so real. Without a link to the chain, the story is incomplete. Everything has to fall together. Here's an example:
Sweat runs down my face as I pace back and forth. How am I going to fix this? I think of my options, but they all seem to fall to shame. I hear the "whoop-whoop" coming closer. I can't be here when they are! Adrenaline rushes through me. I dig my hands into my empty pockets as if I'm going to find an answer to my problem. I look out the window. Down the road I can now see red and blue flashes bouncing off buildings proceeding my way. I rush to the kitchen sink and wash the blood off my hands as if that will wash away the pain. I look at the dark ruby stain on my jeans. Evidence is all over me, and I'm not to be blamed.
I give one last look at the living room scene, "I'm sorry, Mom" and bolt out the back door as I hear someone smash through the front. I run through backyards jumping over neighbor's bushes and taking ragged breaths in between my strides. I should have remembered my inhaler. I take a quick peak to see if anyone is following me. That was a mistake! Before I can dodge it, I smash right into Mr. Docking's apple tree. I feel pain rushing to my head; The night sky above me spins in circles. I don't have to be able to see myself to know there is a bump the size of a golf ball on the left side of my head. Breathing is becoming foreign; the oxygen in the air is becoming unreachable. The world around me is becoming a fading fuzz. I hear someone walking towards me, but I'm too weak and can't concentrate my eyes on the figure. I can't keep fighting my body. I give in, shut my eyes tight hoping for the best, and pass out.
This is an example of a link, just one part of the chain. Without the full chain, or full story, you do not have any idea what is happening. You probably have ideas in your mind, but you will never know what happened or why this character is running or if he gets away. You don't even know the main character's first name. Obviously, a story has more to it; there is an introduction, some drama, maybe some action or romance, and a conclusion.
Life is a chain effect story. Your life is a link-by-link chain getting longer every day. Your life had a beginning and will have an end. There is a main story and many side stories. You are creating this chain; you apply new links continuously. As you make decisions, it effects how your life plays out. Some decisions in your life may not matter as much as others like your favorite color, favorite sport, or going to McDonald's or Burger King, but the choices that matter are the ones that will have an ultimate effect on your life.
Every major choice you are making in your life is either done for you or for God. Every time you choose yourself over God, it is becoming easier. You decide that sin is okay this time, but that's what you said the last seven times. You decide that this isn't that bad, but the line you drew six months ago has been moved to a further extent. Choosing yourself over God is basically saying, "God I put my trust in you, and I know you are all-knowing, but I got this one." Stop falling to your weak flesh, and look for strength in Christ.
Maybe you think that building your life chain your way is better. Why does it matter to build it God's way? Maybe you see life as a playground. "I might die tomorrow so I might as well play it out how I want to now." Your logic is backwards. Your faith is weak if you think you should live for your own pleasures. Living a life of your own pleasures can become an addicting and sinful habit. Deciding to live life your way leads to a life without a purpose. A life without a purpose will leave you drowning in your sin. Then when you get to the end of your chain you will realize the waste; you will see that all pleasure was only for a season. You will find that your life story's conclusion was not a happy ending.
Look to Christ and ask for the strength you need to persevere in your life. Find the confidence in God to live life for Him instead of yourself. Instead of living in the moment, live looking to your conclusion. Ask God, "How can I live my life more for you, today?" Setting a strong foundation in Christ will set a good habit of living life for God.
You know you will fall into sin. No one is perfect, but don't make that the excuse to sin freely. There will be climaxes in your life. There will be hardships and downfalls, but don't give up. Make your motive to persevere to the conclusion of your life. Choose to live trusting God's control to the end. An eternal benefit from God is better than anything you or the world can offer to your own life. Make your story have an ending that points to Christ. Let your mistakes cause you to look to God for more help. Ask for His strength to overcome your struggles. You can't do it alone, but He promises you don't have to. Stop taking baby steps towards God while still living for yourself. Don't be afraid to take full steps in God's direction. His motive set before you will lead to a life full of His blessing. Look at your life. What's your conclusion look like right now? Would someone be able to tell who you were living your life for? Make the changes you need to make with His help. Start building your chain in His direction. Your motive is effected by decisions. It's never too late to change your motive. Set God as a new motive; make your story one to remember.
Some say it's not about how fast you finish the race; it's about finishing honestly and humbly. "Slow and steady wins the race." You know the story of how the stuck up hare made a bad choice and ended up losing the race to the tortoise, but life is not always the same. Yes, life can be seen as a race. Is it always about going slow and steady? I don't believe so. Let me explain myself.
Never underestimate yourself! You do it all the time. You tell yourself it's easier to take things slow or to not do something at all when you have full capability to easily do something. It's easier to just take baby steps then to take the big steps. Everything you do should be to the best of your ability. Our flesh is lazy and easily pleased. Telling yourself you can do it later is always easier than working hard now. It's easier to push something off; it's easier to push the finish line off for another day. Make your stride longer. Put a little hop in your step. Work hard to the end.
Your stride is like your work ethic. It's basically like how hard you really try to do something. Ever get an easy job and do it half heartedly? I think we can all relate. Let me give you an example.
I'm still in high-school, so a part time job at Dollar General sounded good to me. It's super easy! I stock shelves, work as a cashier, and walk around making sure labels face the right direction. Sounds like the easiest job ever, right? It also makes it very easy to not work hard at it. Slacking is not hard to do during my job. Even simple things like taking my time checking someone's items out, not acknowledging or saying "Hello" to customers, or even just walking around instead of turning labels. I mean, I'm still getting paid so what's the big deal right? WRONG!
Just because no one notices, doesn't make it right. God is always watching. If I'm really living my life to please Him, I shouldn't be giving Him half of me; That's pretty selfish. He's given me a life to live and a chance to live it for Him and I'm going to choose to live it my way, at my pace, and depending on my mood? What kind of commitment of giving my life over to God is that? That's like me saying, "Here, God, you can have my life, but I'm going to live it my way."
Colossians 3: 23 says, "And whatsoever ye do, do [it] heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;"
It may be a simple verse, but it is convicting to my life. Every single thing I do should be worked hard at for God? Sounds like a lot of effort. God never promised the easy life. Am I really sold out to God? I have to take a step forward in what I believe.
So extend your strive towards your mark. Set a goal in front of you, not out of reach, but far enough to make you stretch. God didn't create you to take life easy; He created you to live out your purpose. Don't wait for Him to move, but walk in the direction he guides. God can't use you if you don't move or only take a few steps at a time. Take the leap of faith, knowing God is going to lead the way. How long is your stride?
I am strong. I am brave. I can do this. I won't back down. I won't give up. I won't give in. I am able. I will not fall. I will finish. I can conquer. I will stand firm in what I believe and know. I will rise to my calling. Challenge accepted!
It's time for some motivation. If you haven't already came to the conclusion that some things you just can't do on your own, it's time to wake up. Realize that life is tough. Realize that you're going to get stressed, and annoyed, and depressed; but know that you don't have to go through things alone. God invites you to let Him help take the load.
Know that even though God can be on your side, that doesn't make life easy. God never promised an easy life. In fact, He promises suffering in His name. He promises that anyone not on God's side is against Him. It's time to suit up, and take on that challenge.
The life of a Christian isn't easier, but it has meaning. Go ahead and live the life that the world tries to persuade you with: "the perfect, care-free life with no worries." Does that even sound realistic?
I think of it this way: a life without God is a life without purpose; a life that's lived without a care or a goal is pointless. You know who lives like that? Kids live like that. They don't have a job or responsibilities that they are worried about. They run around recklessly and make a mess of themselves. At a young age, that's okay, but it's time to grow up sooner or later. You can either walk around living like a child, or you can decide it's time to take life seriously.
Life matters. Know that it's important. There is a purpose, and God wants you to live it out. Fulfill your purpose! God uses His people in so many different ways. Just look at the Bible. They didn't all just do the exact same thing (it'd be a pretty boring book if you read about fifty guys building an ark). God has a unique purpose for your life. He has blessed you with talents that you might not even know about yet. God uses His people in many ways, but they all have the same goal: to please Him. That's what life is about, bringing glory to God. What else would it be about? You? Ha! That's funny.
Sounds like a joke, but so often you do that without even knowing it. You think about how YOU will prosper in life. You think about the best interest in YOUR future. It's not wrong to look out for yourself, but it is wrong to think the world revolves around you. Know that God will supply your needs. You don't need to keep worrying about your life if you hand it over to God; He has a much better plan than you could ever form on your own.
Ask God to help you feel motivated. Ask God to help you look to His ways. Ask God to help you live your life for Him instead of yourself. Look like Christ, love like Christ, and live like Christ. That will bring honor to God. That will open the eyes of others. Spread the great news of what He has done in your life. He is a good God. Be determined to live your life out to please Him.
I am a Coward. I am weak. I am small. I can't do it. I never will be able to. What's the point anyways? What difference does it make? Who care's? I'm a nobody. What if they laugh at me? I want to be accepted. When can I be part of the cool crowd? Why can't I be respected?
You know you have these thoughts, these constant battles in your mind about whether or not you should or shouldn't do something. You usually end up caving against your morals. You tell yourself, "I know I shouldn't, but I'll be ______ if I do this. Everyone else does it. It will be fine. It will only be this once." You are the biggest deceiver to yourself. Sometimes you don't fall to the pure pressure of others, but you 'talk' yourself into it.
You fill your head with these lies and justify things to make yourself feel better. Think of it like this. You just changed your oil. The white rag you used is now filthy with splotches of oil, but you tell yourself, "It's really not that dirty. It could be worst. I can still see some white so it's okay." WHAT? Does that even make sense. It's like you saying black is white and trying to justify it, and then you falling for the deception and believing it! How can you be so deceived? You know what is right, yet you still choose the opposite choice.
Life is a wonderful blessing that God has given us. Life is meant to be lived in His glory. When you have surrendered your life to Christ and have been saved from the chains of sin, immediately you have given your life to Christ. If you are truly serious about committing your life to Christ, then you should choose His ways over your desires. The goal of a Christian is to bring God glory. Worship Him and bring others to the knowledge of Jesus Christ. Bring honor to the Lord through the way you live. That is the job of a true Christian.
Are you living it out? Are you doing business with God? Do as His word tells us. Live how the word says to live. Fear God and keep His commandments. Love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, soul, and mind. Love your neighbor as thyself. Preach the gospel.
God never promised an easy life so stop trying to take the easy way out! If you truly love the Lord, give your life to Him and choose His ways.
I'm closer than a phone call.
I'm not far away,
When you need to talk
Call my name and pray.
I'm closer than a phone call.
Let your request be known.
I'll hear you every time;
I'm not busy on the phone.
I'm closer than a phone call,
And I have so much to say.
Call my name at anytime,
I will answer night and day.
I'm closer than a phone call
So don't push me away.
Don't only call me
When things are getting gray.
I'm closer than a phone call
But I am not a magic genie.
Don't only call when you're in trouble
Or when life is looking dreary.
I'm closer than a phone call
And always will be near,
But you only call when you need me
Or when you are in fear.
I'm more than just a phone call
You treat me with no respect.
Treat me like a friend.
Don't give me your neglect.
You leave me forgotten
Until trouble comes its way.
Then you cry, "God, help me!"
I come with no delay.
But I want more of you,
Not just parts of shame.
You only come full of sin,
Struggles, worries, and pain.
You can make requests,
But you can tell me so much more:
Your family, day, blessings.
That's what friends are for.
Make me more than just a phone call.
Pray for help when in need.
If you ask for help with struggles
I can take the lead.
Make me more than just a phone call.
Read my word and you will learn.
Ask when you're confused
And I will help discern.
Make me more than just a phone call
And tell me about your week.
Was it good? Was it bad?
Don't be afraid to speak.
I'm more than just a phone call.
I will comfort all your fears.
You can cry in my arms;
I will hold you and your tears.
I'm more than just a phone call.
I know you have time for me
So please, stop pushing away.
I always have time for thee.
I'm more than just a phone call.
I've always cared for you.
I am a loving Father.
I will keep this promise true.
I'm more than just a phone call.
And I always will forgive.
You can learn from my ways.
I'll teach you how to live.
I'm closer than a phone call.
So don't forget who I am.
I am the All-knowing Shepherd,
and you are my ignorant Lamb.
Though you may make mistakes,
And will try over and over again,
Remember, I'm right beside you
Because I'm your Father and your Friend.
Michael Jaymes Vitelli
Your'e going under. You feel the weight and pressure upon you. It's so intense your ears want to explode, your head is spinning, and your feeling of joy has now turned to a numb, bitter memory. You just need a breather, but breathing isn't an option anymore. You want to scream, but you know no one will hear or if they do they won't help. You sink into prideful thoughts of negativity. Your mind races for desperation. You feel like dying is better than this painful overwhelming agony. Your'e gasping for air, looking frantically around for some sign of life or help, but you are alone. You are too deep, and you are coming to the point of being lifeless. You are dead.
They say drowning, is the most peaceful death, but I'd disagree. It sounds awful to me! The feeling of choking, searching for air that isn't there, and using all your strength to not allow your lungs to collapse does not come to me as peaceful. It sounds scary to me. Life can be like that sometimes. Have you ever felt like you were drowning in your thoughts? Have you ever felt like you were drowning in an overwhelming burden in your life? Have you ever felt numb to the world around you because you drowned in too much pain and decided to throw away your emotions?
We live in an imperfect world that's is full of sorrow. Come to the realization that your expectations of the "perfect, happy life" will never come. I don't mean that to discourage you. If you keep racing for a finish line that isn't there, are you gonna make it? Set goals that are possible. Don't dive deep into life's waters searching for the pearl of perfection if it's not there. You might find some treasures that will satisfy you for a moment, but it won't last. You know it won't last. It's gonna get old, and lead to devastation. Your going to choke yourself out; you wonder why your exhausted. Your'e running around searching for something, thinking you found it, and then crushing your dreams when you realize you didn't.
Go into life prepared. Knowing that life on this earth doesn't supply what you long for, look somewhere else. Look to the one who created you; the God of you, me, and this life knows better. Instead of jumping into these muddied waters we call life alone, ask God to prepare you for what's coming. There is going to be a lot of pain, trials, pressure, temptation, and sin that will fill your life. God can help you take those burdens. Without God, we might be able to go through life, swim up for air when we need it, and find things that satisfies our hurts so we don't have to think about our pain; but once the burdens pile on, and the load becomes too heavy to carry alone, we sink. We sink and sink and sink leading us to more sinful choices, more pain, and more burdens. The deeper we go into the sin, the muddier and darker the waters get. Life will hold you down until you suffocate in your pain.
When you come to that moment, when you realize you need help, don't neglect the choice of asking for God's help. Cry out, from the bottom of life's abyss, to the God of salvation! He will snatch you up and give you the help you need. God will love you, save you, and prepare you for the trials your future holds. Your burdens will become light with God's strength. He will teach you to swim against the current, push back on life's anguish, and come up for the breather you need. God will you show you how to have joy through suffering. He makes living life a totally different experience. Find a new life in God. Let him bring you to the surface, take a deep breath, and overcome the struggles that life is full of.
Matthew 11:28-29 English Standard Version (ESV)
28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
2 Corinthians 12:10 English Standard Version (ESV)
10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
Does anyone else hate rejection or being denied? Whether it's being rejected by friends, your crush, your boss, no one likes the feeling of being unwanted or unaccepted. Somewhere I know I can always go and not be rejected is to God. God be in the presence of sin, but since His son has taken my place, He doesn't see sin anymore. He sees His son's sacrifice. Isn't that such a beautiful picture? How God puts His son in my place? It's truly amazing. If you haven't experienced that true love, look for it. God won't turn you away.
Here is a poem I wrote last year of searching out God. He is a Father and a friend; He wants you to accept Him. You have to take that step. A relationship is built by the participation of both parts. You can't jut expect God to talk to you or come find you and accept you. You have to come to Him too. You don't deserve such a holy God's love and you're going to reject the offer? Seek God out. If you don't know where to start, you can always read the Bible, pray and ask Him to make Himself known, you can ask someone who may know, you can even Google search about God. Look for Him, find Him, and accept Him.
Knock at His Door
In my life
There are choices to make
It’s like two doorways
Which one do I take?
There’s one on the left
I knock on the door
“Is anybody home?”
I’m not so sure…
Is this the right choice?
How will I know?
I need some answers
Who is going to show?
Maybe this is the wrong door
I’ll choose the one on the right.
I look through the keyhole
There’s a little bit of light.
I give the door a soft knock
“Is there anyone here?”
I hear someone on the other side
“Yes, my child. Do not fear.
You have knocked, and I will open
I am here to let you in.
The questions and struggles you may have
I will help you comprehend.
I am your Father and your friend
And I will tell you what is true
So come my child, I’ll let you in.
This invitation is for you.
Follow the ways that I teach you
I will not lead you astray.
Do not carry your burdens alone
Tell me your worries when you pray
I am here to comfort you
And lead you day by day.
I promise my ways are good
I will not lead you to dismay.”
So I follow Him through the doorway
He leads me by His hand
He shows me every step of the way
He has the perfect plan.
“Thank you, Lord. I love you.
I’ll trust you and obey,
and next time life is not easy
I’ll go to you and pray.”
By Michael Jaymes
You have the tendency of putting yourself first in life, right? I mean, I do it too. It's always, "What am I doing today?" "When will I be able to afford this?" "I want to watch this." "I want to go here." "I want to spend time with this friend." "Why was I not invited?" Life isn't about ME and life isn't about YOU.
As a Christian, my life is lived for Christ. Jesus says that the first two greatest commandments are to love the Lord God with all your heart, soul, and mind and to love your neighbor as yourself. Both of those commandments tell me to put someone before me, whether it's my God or my neighbor. The life of a Christian is a life of service.
It's time to stop making your schedule revolve around you; it's time to take a moment to put someone else first. God should always be a priority in life. There should be a set time of every day for God. Don't shove God in the closet. He already showed you grace. He sent His Son who was a servant to the world. Show your holy God the respect, love, and time He deserves.
Take time throughout your day to see the moments you have a chance to help someone else. This isn't rocket science. Putting someone else's needs before you is as simple as opening the door for someone, offering them help, or asking if they need anything. Maybe ask a friend how they are doing instead of telling them about your problems. Let someone open up to you. Be a friend to the unloved.
I've always tried to be friends with the quiet people; I feel like they are left out. I feel they have a reason they are quiet, whether it's family issues, or just being shy, or rough moments in the past. I love making friends with someone who is quiet because they have a story to tell. Become a friend close enough that they can trust and open up to you is an amazing experience. You would never think of the past trials they may have been through. I have a few friends that use to be very quiet, but now are as loud and joyful as I sometimes am. Seeing someone make it though a tough time can be really inspiring.
Being a blessing for others is a wonderful feeling. Putting a smile on someone's face really means a lot to me. Here are some verses about serving others.
Romans 12:14 "Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not."
I Peter 4:10 "As every man hath received the gift, [even so] minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God."
Matthew 20:28 "Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many."
Acts 20:35 "I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive."
Ephesians 4:28 "Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with [his] hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth."
Decide to put others before you. When you see an opportunity to help others, take the chance. Be a blessing to others as He has been a blessing to you.
I feel the need to explain this because I don't think everyone gets it. If you look around you in your own personal life, you will see what I mean. Life is not explainable to some. Some, maybe you, don't know your purpose. Maybe you think there is no purpose. Maybe you think there might be a purpose, but you choose to not care or have never put the effort into to searching for it. I am here to tell you that there is meaning to life. Have you ever felt that desire to know why you may feel empty? Maybe you have searched out happiness, but came to dead ends. Maybe you find it for a moment, but it seems to die out. It's okay to feel empty and incomplete. You are not the only one. I have bad news for the ones who feel empty: you will never find true joy or fulfillment in life anywhere in this earth. That's the truth. That drive you may have towards sex, drugs, alcohol, video games, or anything you are pursuing. It can be good things too. "If I just had a steady paying job, then I would be truly happy" or, "When I find the love of my life and start a family, then I will finally be happy" or even, "If I just live a life looking for the good times and live for the moment, I'll be able to make it." Life isn't a game; this is reality. There is a true meaning to life. Let me save you from going down a road leading to pain. I don't think anyone wishes to live a life to a dead end. You don't want to live your life searching and get to the end feeling like you've lost. I never had true fulfillment in life until I was completed. I found the piece to my life I needed. If you start to disagree with what I am about to say, still try to read to the end. Maybe I can change your mind. I don't want to sound crazy or put a story in your head. I just want to tell you what is real to me and can be real to you also, and that is a relationship with God. I think that's when life became real to me; I realized that I had a Creator and would rather put my trust in Him than in myself. I think it just makes sense to put trust in someone with full control, than in myself who has no control. God is omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent (He's all powerful, all knowing, and everywhere). He has control, He knows what's best, and He is always with me. I don't know how it doesn't make sense to ask Him to guide my life instead of blindly doing it on my own. He honestly makes life so much less stressful. I never need to worry about anything, knowing that God has His reasons. But having a relationship with God is not something that you just decide to do. God is perfect; you are not, nor is anyone. God can't have someone as awful and wretched as us in His presence. He is far beyond holy, and we are less valuable than dirt. That's why God gave us His word. It teaches who we are, who He is, and what He did for me and you. Maybe you don't believe in the Bible. Well, it hasn't been proven wrong yet. It's stood the test of time, It's the most sold and smuggled book in the world, and it's made obvious the need of a Saviour in the lives of those who accept its truth. If you don't believe in the Bible, why not give it a chance today. I will give you some basic points that I have learned from God's word that have changed my life. First, the Bible tells me I am a sinner, someone who makes mistakes, falls to temptation, and breaks God's holy law. He set a foundation that I should live by, and I have broken it. I may not be the worst person in your eyes, but in God's all he sees is a filthy heart. I have recognized that I am a sinner that has to pay for what I have done. God can't just sweep my sin under the carpet. A payment has to be made. Romans 6:23 tells me that the payment for my sin is death. Yes, I have been condemned to death. I am a sinner; you are a sinner. We are ALL sentenced to death, but God didn't stop there. This story doesn't have to have a sad ending. If you finish the verse up above, there's a second part to it. God gives a gift. "the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." God made a way for us to still be united with Him. He sent a sacrifice to take the place for something you and I did. He sent His only son! God gave up His son, Jesus Christ, who lived a perfect life, to be a pure sacrifice for the sins you and I commit every single day. That must have been so hard to do. Does that not sound awful? If you knew someone deserved death, would you give up your son to take his place? Does that even make sense? God gave his only son to die on a cross as a payment for the world's sin. He died taking those sins to the grave with Him. Sounds like a sad story. Don't worry, it's not over. You see, Jesus didn't stay in the grave. Three days later he rose from the dead, and guess what He didn't bring with Him? The weight and power of sin was not strong enough for God. He left those sins in the ground, and through His son, made a way for us to have full unity with Him. God made a purpose for my life and yours. Our purpose is to accept that gift of life and live for Him. He gave the perfect sacrifice and through his grace, He made a way to be saved from sin. Sin leads to vanity. It may feel good for a moment, but it will pass away. God is eternal. Accepting the gift of life is everlasting. True joy is only found in Jesus Christ.
Now it's time for you to make a decision. God gives us the choice to accept the gift of His son, or to live life the way we want. The choice is obvious to me, but I can't make the decision for you. It's time for you to choose. Maybe you think, "I'm not that bad" or, "If I just be good God will have to accept me." Romans 3:23 says "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." Isaiah 64:6 tells me that my 'good' works are like filthy rags. We can't work our way to salvation. We can't work our way to fulfillment in life. You need to come to the realization that you are a sinner and deserve death, but God has given you an opportunity to accept His son, Jesus Christ, and to save you. It's not a magic potion; there's no magic words to say. Romans 10:9-10 says, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." It's really not hard to understand. You have two choices before you. You can choose to surrender your life over to Christ, or you can live on the rebellious path you have started. Come to Christ now before it's too late. Come to God and ask for forgiveness; He won't forsake you. Know that there is a purpose in life. My purpose is to live a life that is pleasing to the Lord. I just want to be a blessing. I have my purpose in life; what's yours?
Hi, I am Michael Jaymes. I am 19, and decided to start to writing in the winter of 2017. I feel a burden on my heart that I have much to say, so why not share it? I want to be heard and I want to touch the lives of others. What is a better way than through the internet? I have made my life motto, "I just want to be a blessing." It's time for me to live it out.